I moved into my own apartment now its dim and bare, motionless and hollow, cold and lifeless. Im feeling the pressure now the stuggle to suceed but will it? I used to live in a place full of life and now I live under a rock, its not the same, im not the same im weak and powerless without him here.

Im regretting my thoughts, I wish it didnt have to be this way but it is. Im feeling the sting on lonelyness.

How dare my heart for loving you and how dare you for leaving me lifeless in our house of life. Lucky are those who are strangers to love.